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Broken to Beautiful Through Forgiveness

One of my favorite quotes is "Forgiveness is not something we do for other people. It's something we do for ourselves to move on."

And, "Forgiveness is a gift we give ourselves."​

What is forgiveness?

Generally, forgiveness is a decision to let go of resentment and thoughts of revenge. The act that hurt or offended you might always remain a part of your life, but forgiveness can lessen its grip on you and help you focus on other, more positive parts of your life. Forgiveness can even lead to feelings of understanding, empathy and compassion for the one who hurt you.

I have found that forgiving extends further than​ forgiving another the harm they brought to us...it also entails forgiving ourselves...first and foremost.  

Abuse victims often tend to blame themselves.  It is likely what they heard from the perpetrator.  I myself was often harder on myself.  "Why wasn't I stronger?"  "Why did I let it happen?"  Why didn't I try to run away again?"   Even into adulthood, as we struggle with low self esteem and issues that arise from that we have a tendency to blame ourselves.​

Forgiveness doesn't mean that you deny ourselves or for that matter, the other person's responsibility for hurting you, and it doesn't minimize or justify the wrong. You can forgive the person without excusing the act. Forgiveness simply brings a kind of peace that helps you go on with life.

Simply remember that our health, our enjoyment in life and even the ability to let our light shine hinges on being able to forgive...OURSELVES first...forgiving OTHERS secondly.  We owe it to ourselves!​

What are the benefits of forgiving someone?

Letting go of grudges and bitterness can make way for happiness, health and peace. Forgiveness can lead to:

  • Healthier relationships
  • Greater spiritual and psychological well-being
  • Less anxiety, stress and hostility
  • Lower blood pressure
  • Fewer symptoms of depression
  • Stronger immune system
  • Improved heart health
  • Higher self-esteem

Essentially these benefits of forgiving both ourselves and others make for a more beautiful you!

What are the effects of holding a grudge?

If you're unforgiving, you might:

  • Bring anger and bitterness into every relationship and new experience
  • Become so wrapped up in the wrong that you can't enjoy the present
  • Become depressed or anxious
  • Feel that your life lacks meaning or purpose, or that you're at odds with your spiritual beliefs
  • Lose valuable and enriching connectedness with others

Reaching a state of forgiveness

Forgiveness is a commitment to a process of change. To begin, you might:

  • Consider the value of forgiveness and its importance in your life at a given time
  • Reflect on the facts of the situation, how you've reacted, and how this combination has affected your life, health and well-being
  • Actively choose to forgive the person who's offended you, when you're ready
  • Move away from your role as victim and release the control and power the offending person and situation have had in your life

As you let go of grudges, you'll no longer define your life by how you've been hurt. You might even find compassion and understanding.

Have you ever noticed how you can hold on to past mistakes long after they occurred? Some of us hold on to things for years!

​"I do not owe my past a place in my future."

"Don't let the darkness of your past block the light of joy in your present.  What happened is done.  Stop giving time to things which no longer exist, when there is so much joy to be found here and now."  Karen Salmasohn​

Below is an excellent article written by Megan Hale of MindBodyGreen.com​ and while this article mostly speaks to our own past mistakes, actions or lack of action...it applies to this conversation.  

"Forgiveness is a process. It does not happen over night and the process will be different for everyone. But no matter how long it takes, there's hope! Here are some steps you can take toward that journey:

1. Become clear on your morals and values as they are right now.

The reason most of us feel guilt or shame for actions done in the past is because those actions are not in line with our current morals and values. Our past wrongs can actually clue us in to what we hold important. By identifying our morals and values, we start to get a clearer picture as to “why” we're hurting over what we've done, or what others did to us.

2. Realize that the past is the past.

This seems fairly straightforward, but when we can really wrap our head around the fact that we can’t undo the past, the past is done, those things happened, we open ourselves up to more acceptance. Increased acceptance can lead to the emotional healing we are all looking for.

3. Create a “re-do.”

Never underestimate the power of a “re-do”.  Write down how you would have done things differently if you could go back and do it again. In doing so, we affirm that we not only learned from our past mistake, but that if we had the skills we have now, back then, we would have done things differently.

4. Realize you did the best you could at the time.

The way we respond depends on the skills we have, the frame of mind we’re in, and how we perceive the situation at that moment. Maybe we didn’t have as much objectivity, or acted out of survival or protection mode. Maybe we'd let stress build up, which put us at a higher risk of responding poorly. Whatever the factors, cut yourself a break. If you learn from it, it was never in vain.

5. Start acting in accordance with your morals and values.

The best thing you can do for yourself in order to forgive is start replacing the negative behavior and thoughts with more appropriate ones that are congruous with your morals and values. By so doing, you reaffirm to yourself that you can handle situations in the way you want to. This can lead to a sense of pride, which is a huge part of building self-esteem.

6. Identify your biggest regrets.

When I work with clients on moving on from their past, it can be very overwhelming for them because they see so many regrets. It's often helpful to categorize these things because people often only hold on to a handful of big categories/patterns. Working on patterns of behavior is often more helpful than working on individual regrets.

7. Tackle the big ones.

There may be some regrets that don’t seem to improve, and they’re going to require some extra work. I call it “clearing your conscience.” This means it might take bringing this regret into the room and apologizing for your past mistake.

8. Turn the page.

At some point, you have to accept that the past has happened and you’ve done everything in your power to amend past mistakes. It’s now time to turn the page and accept those events as part of your story. They've all contributed to making you who you are. Being grateful for those experiences allows you to move on and truly forgive yourself.

9. Cut yourself some slack.

When we learned how to ride a bike, most of us realized it would probably take a few tries before achieving perfection. New behavior and thinking patterns are no different. They're both skills. Cut yourself some slack while you’re on a new learning curve. Realize that you’re going to make mistakes. We all do.

10. Move toward self-love.

The last step in building self-esteem is moving toward loving yourself. Think kind thoughts toward yourself and show yourself some compassion. If we can learn to think of ourselves as our best friend, to speak to ourselves with love and kindness, and put ourselves as a priority, it reaffirms that we believe we are worth it. Engage in psychotherapy or coaching if you need some outside perspective in this area. Seek books on this subject. Surround yourself with supportive people.

You are more than your past mistakes.  You are more than the past abuse you experienced and I promise you, you are so worth it!!

You CAN move from broken to beautiful through forgiveness!​

Healing. Broken to Beautiful through self love

How has forgiveness changed your life?

What would you say to someone who is struggling with the pain of the past?

Let's keep this conversation going!​

  • MsEdna1

    From my experience my pain was an earthquake to my growth. I had broken ground that I could not walk on. Forgiveness gave me the fortitude but my permission to feel the mention of hurt pain and discard was the new sand across the cracks. And I gained momentum after that to run until this day I am flying ever so often landing in the valley to learn something new.

    • Edna, what a powerful share for this post and thank you for sharing! Forgiving is definitely something we do for ourselves…and it something we learn on a daily basis. Once we begin to practice forgiving…first and foremost of ourselves, we do begin to soar. When we love ourselves, forgiving goes hand in hand.

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